journaling

The Magic of Caffeine

By |2010-11-23T23:30:26+13:00November 23rd, 2010|Excellence|

Really, why do I bother trying to work without coffee? It's only after I've been sluggishly pulling myself through make-believe-working, when I look up from my web surfing and look at the clock, that I realize I've wasted precious hours by not being focused and productive. I put on a pot of dark, thick coffee, [...]

Letting Go

By |2010-11-18T21:34:46+13:00November 18th, 2010|Introspection|

I get a lot of good ideas. LOTS OF THEM.  There is a term for my type of adeptitiude: SCANNERS. People who are not masters of anything, but are pretty good at almost EVERYTHING. That’s me.  My father-in-law pointed it out to me the other day.  “You changed your brakes,” he said.  “I don’t change [...]

An ideal life – why not?

By |2010-11-05T22:14:37+13:00November 5th, 2010|Introspection|

I have come to realize that struggling to attain a subpar existence is just stupid. My life has been a mess the past few months.  It needed some shaking up, and I’m glad it’s happened.  Now that the vertigo has decreased, I’m looking around at the landscape of my desires, capabilities, and directions, and I [...]

Who I want to be

By |2010-10-09T01:01:38+13:00October 9th, 2010|Excellence|

I am strong, successful, and happy. I enjoy my work, and I feel fulfilled. I creatively apply my skills to make great, amazing projects. I can save large amounts of money.  I am learning spanish and preparing to move to Costa Rica.

Busking

By |2010-10-03T22:52:09+13:00October 3rd, 2010|Excellence|

Busking (v): The practice of performing in public places for money. It’s quite an experience to have your very last dollar in your hand. The last time I had this experience, I shrugged my guitar off of my shoulder, opened my case, and started playing for passerby.  Some people take a year off college to [...]

Goalsetting for this week

By |2010-08-23T15:29:10+12:00August 23rd, 2010|Excellence|

I am getting back on my horse, and riding my discipline right back into my destiny! I've been in a funk lately.  I'm ready to get out of it. Managing my emotions, and my state of being, seems to be much more important lately than anything I actually do (or don't) get done. Looking at [...]

Don’t achieve. Just be.

By |2010-07-26T16:33:35+12:00July 26th, 2010|Introspection|

I'm enjoying this new lesson on success. I usually spend my time striving.  Working for something greater.  And I'm usually falling short, so I push myself harder.  I focus and discipline myself even more.  And it wasn't working. Last week, even though I only had a few bucks, I decided to stop putting off the [...]

The man. The mystery. Himself.

By |2010-05-12T21:45:10+12:00May 12th, 2010|Introspection|

I am a lot of different people all at once. At my core, I am a performer.  This allows me to take on the different facets of my personality, many of which I have to keep from overshadowing the others. Some people know me as the nice insurance salesman. Others see me sprint by as [...]

Polyphasic considerations

By |2010-01-04T01:13:48+13:00January 4th, 2010|Introspection|

Its a new year, and although I am giving myself a weeks leeway until I make resolutions (the advantage of having a birthday on January 7, coupled with an intense december, means I need a week off for vacation) I am considering implementing a huge new lifestyle change: polyphasic sleep. Buckminster Fuller successfully employed this [...]

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