I am totally burned out on my job, and I need to explore why.
I am sick of paperwork and car insurance. I have become so good at prospecting that I have created a backlog of paperwork to do and I need to do this mind-numbing uninteresting paperwork and computer work before I can work the leads.
I am very good at working events, and getting people to fill out enough information for me to give them a car insurance quote. So good, in fact, that I am now inputting ten times the amount of fresh quotes as anybody else in the state.
This leaves me with ten times the work, and ten times the follow up, and I just dont have that kind of capacity.
Instead I am foundering. I have worked myself raw, and I don’t know when I can bring myself to go back to the office. For now, I am just done.
I bought a six pack of beer and a pint of ice cream, came home early (6 pm on a weeknight is pretty early for me to get home) and I will take tomorrow off and try to recoup. I dont know if I will be back for thursday or not. I dont know when I will catch up on my sleep.
I think I need some creative entertainment. That is what I have been lacking, is something to entertain me while I relax. I am always busy at work, and then when I come home I am on father duty, and I dont get time for me to just chill and watch a movie. I need that.
If I have to schedule it in, then I will. Better that than a life appointment right now.