I have moved into the uncomfortable, a practice that is essential for continual growth. My lessons lately have been in accepting my inherent badass. I am not like other people. I differ greatly from my own society, and my studies and skils have brought me above and beyond the general populace to such a degree [...]
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I didn't think I was going to partake in National Novel Writing Month this year. I really didn't. But I've got a huge project I am brainstorming on, and getting ready to move on in the next few weeks. All I really need to do is spend some time kicking the idea into shape and [...]
Plain and simple. Money = power. Money, in many ways, equals the unnable force of the divine, manifested on the earthly plane. I have come to realize this by the simple act of possessing large amounts of money. In the grand scheme of things, the money I have had the luxury of possessing isn't even [...]
The key, I have found, is to maintain a cool head no matter what happens. Epictetus said that we have no control over our external circumstances. All we can control is our reaction to those circumstances. My manager called to say that the Windows upgrade which was originally scheduled for today, and cancelled, is now [...]
It is an odd experience, feeling sick and being cognizant of your own manifestation abilities. I can now see how being sick is a stiff roadblock in my ability to get things manifested according to my vision; I am drowned in a series of negative emotions. My body hurts, my energy is sapped, and my [...]
As I relax here blogging about my life, I am quite stunned at how good everything has become, now that I am allowing myself to relax into life. Into how good it can be. I am getting a massage from my massage chair, typing on my new mac, with a belly full of beef stew [...]
I find it ironic that I now enjoy watered wine. The ancient Greeks, the culture that I studied for most of my higher education, thought it was strange when barbarians would drink their wine unmixed with water. (Barbarians, it must be noted, was a term inclusive of all non-Greeks. They all made funny sounds when [...]
Absent a journal that I like to carry around with me every day, I am finding myself without the handy habit of writing down my goals regularly. So now I am going to just spout off some of my goals. I want to be an elite-level athlete by my son's birthday, March 9. I want [...]
Indi has two good friends, Olive and Maple. Olive has been one of Indi's best friends since she was a baby, and Maple is Olive's little sister. Indi got this mischievous little smile on her face and came up to Johanna yesterday. She said, "Mommy, can I ask you a question?" "Sure," Johanna said. "Do [...]